A journey into my past...present...and future.....
Actually, before I even started on this page I didn't even have the slightest idea of what photos to put here. After thinking through I've decided to just let you all have a glimpse into what happened to me in the past and now and what are my directions for my future.
To start with here is a photo of me when I was young. Around 5 to 6 years old I think. The bicycle I am on in the photo was my favourite toy at that time. Really miss all the good old times that I had with my childhood friends-neighbours, kindergarden classmates, etc. Still remember the type of games we played when we were still young, like "hopscotch", "fivestones", "zero-point", "masat-masat",etc. Sigh.... whenever I recall all these wonderful memories I can feel how fast time flies....memories that are the most vivid are definitely all the playing times I had. A secret of mine: Do you know that I liked toys so much before that I needed four to five aunties to pull me away from the toyshop?!Hahaha....don't know why but the memory of me sitting down outside the toyshop crying is still so clear in my mind even till now.
Me crawling on bed... drooling....and me on bike....
When I was in primary school, I just moved house. It was sort of a totally new surroundings that I had to adapt to...new friends...new school....new teachers...the saddest part of the moving was that I had lost all contacts with my childhood friends. Actually, at that time who would care about what friendships truly are...what matters is as long as there are playmates, who would care even if the sky drops. In my six years of primary school life, what can I say...life was sort of smooth sailing all the way...good results...good friends...Talking about good friends, I had a few really good friends that I was always with, but then sad to say, we are no longer in contact. Sigh....the memories I had with them will always be in my mind.
My glorious moment.....and my primary friends...
Secondary school: the stage in my life that is, I find, the most interesting part of my life so far. Coming from Red Swastika School to Dunman High School, in Sec 1B, 2B, 3J, 4J. I had found really nice friends throughout my four years in DHS.....nice classmates....nice eca friends....and "play ball" friends....For classmates, still in contact with many of my lower sec classmates. Instead, I have a group of very close friends from lower sec. We are still going out for like once a month even till now. People like Chengyi, Yizhao, Lingwei, Huiling, Xiuren, Suying, Saudi, Cheryl, Yvonne & Huimin (got to name all of them or else they will kill me). During my upper sec days, they were just as interesting. I got into a class that is dominated by guys, 29 of us plus 7 girls. The fun we had together was really something quite different, we got our entertainment by being mean and just the sole part of guys getting together and joke was enough to put the whole class into laughter, even stuffs like polishing the teachers' boots right, Noel? Up till now I really miss the class that I had....4J...
The group of close friends I've found....p.s.I made the cake!!
For my eca friends....definitely from the NPCC of DHS. They are the type of friends that I really did went through "thick and thin" with. You know things like being scolded together, punished together, had fun together. The memories of the camps and all the funny scenes surely left a great impact in everyone's mind then. Remember there was once when we were trying to cook some instant noodles using the mass tin and solid fuel when the teacher-in-charge came along...we were so frightened that one of us i.e. Wenrong just emptied the whole container of noodles over the fence! The funny thing is there were strands of noodles hanging on the fence, and the most stupid part is that to think we kanna punished for eating noodles!!haha...for people who share the experience with me you will understand. As for the "play ball" friends...if I am not wrong, those were the times during sec 2 when we all play volleyball together...rain or shine...and remember the breaking into the indoor court part?...if only time can go back to those times...I will definitely cherish them more than ever before....right?
My ECA-mates..and me in uniform........
As for my present life now....what can I say....it's sort of boring when compared to the times I had before. However, I always tell myself now and then:"Never expect too much out of life. Sometimes it is our high expections that make life so hard to get by."..don't you think so? That is why for now I am quite happy with the way things are going....preparing for my 'A's....occasionally kick some soccer....go out whenever possible....waiting for NS.:) Sometimes....really hope time can stop for us....or even reverse....for us to rectify mistakes....for us to enjoy every enjoyable moments we had for us to recognise true friendships...and cherish them......
My directions in life: Hope to get good grades in my 'A's so that I can get into OCS easier. After NS, hope to get into NTU Business Faculty....as for what happens after that.....I don't know. =>